> twelfth night
lots been asking,what is DU PI GU.who is this james and why does he need paddings?!the posts that got many curious,some disgusted,but anyhow,here goes;
so it dates back to almost two years ago when we all started to doubt james' sexual orientation in this photo.i mean.its pretty indecent to grind me at esplanade bay.hardgay wasnt so hot in demand on youtube then.he probably inspired him.yoohoo!
got a phone call yst and it went with a reallyy familiar beary toney,"ehhh.zhongxian wanna come over to my palce and stay.but he wants more people and not just me and him together.you can make it tonight?"
so i cabbed to his place at 2330 only to find him and zhongxian together in the bedroom.what makes matter worse was zx was half naked.okayy.dont get the wrong idea.because zhongxian just showered and was still looking for his clothing.
just when i thought we all could have misunderstood james and his sexual desires,my relief was shortlived when...
ohno.caught on tape.sorry it aint no celebrity sex tapes or sort.but apparently,james was fast enough to react and used that blue blanket of him to cover up the obscenities.zhongxian,on the other hand wasnt too lucky though as he revealed a disgusted-yet-nonchalant expression upon realising his modesty was outraged by the DPG man.
i mean you may not have gotten the full picture of whats happening since im typing this with popular demands from many and half dozing in front of the screen,so why not let this tell you more about him;
but guys,its such a liberal society now.so dont you dare turn your back at him.so james,to satisfy you,we shall say,WE LOVE YOU BABYY!
> nostalgia
and im here with a post after a long long while,in this uber nostalgic mood.and god knows why,oh perhaps its just the very thought that we're all gonna get our results back in less than 12 hours.though everyone shd be in the bed by now,with sweet dreams or bad but i aint,so why not just an entry before the overwhelming emotions get us all messed up.
so i was browsing through joyce's blog (okayy.i know i know.first scandal.haha!oops!) and then blog hopped to XT's and i realised how much fun you guys had throughout the one and three quarters years of studying,trainings,practices,events coordinations and im so glad to be speaking on behalf of the few first intakers that the every invitations you extended out to us made us felt so welcomed and loved by the spirit that never seemed to cease,something quite amazing,something quite unique,the s15 vigour and enthusiasm.
maybe it's just me,but whenever I have my insecurities regarding the most stinging issues,there are always the few to turn to,the few who will be there and the few who had been there after the release of O's some 2 years ago.which reminded me of how low we all were,how messy our lives were,how sad our entries were,how we started to dedicate thanks to everybody and how we parted.its a pretty sad issue but then again,after a somewhat long journey down in college,we all seemed to realize that it's all god's plans and that we just gotta take it as a part of growing up,part of maturing into a fine adult.
and so here we are,two years from then,bidding farewell yet again after tomorrow,thinking bout what we will do,what paths we will take,for the boys,we've got lush greenery waiting for us and the girls,your choices of courses.it may be the last time to feel like a student again,collecting the results slip in school,seeing your juniors doing the most mundane routine of school,but somehow,we all do miss school don't we.somehow,what seemed an eternity is not what it seemed to be anymore and somehow we would just hoped for time to stall,for us to cherish every moment,to resolve any conflicts,to say the "I love you" to your eyecandies,whoever it may be,to apologise to the tutors for your wrong doings or lies,to sing the national anthem and college anthem with gusto one more time.but it all fades into memories now as you carry that college annual and walk out of the gate with pride and the knowing that theres always S15 behind you.the scandals,the tutors,mike tay,joo oon,ms chen,ms kao and so much more,not forgetting the brotherhood of love,the sisterhood of gossip and the love of 05s15
so guys,no matter what you gonna get tmr,good or bad,it doesn't really matter aight.it's hard to say this because honestly im actually masking my fear and anxiety too.but whatever the case,god has a plan for us all and im sure you guys will do really great and clear the obstacles to the future endeavours lay ahead for you.
to my special zhongxian,james and yuliang,the los lonely boys,you've been a great company to hang out with after work,the dinners,the jokes cracked,the men's talk,the serious business,stayovers.i wish you all the best aight.
to the two truthies,goodluck and may god bless.
to the whole of the s15,best of luck and let us face up to what we need to before we finally find time again to have a good party or even stayovers.
credits to joyce and xt,whose photoblogging brought back so much memories from deep deep within.
for now it's 0400 and it's almost time to hit the covers.takecare all and may god bless.
